OLD HABITS DIE HARD!!!
You know, I have always known that racism existed in the world I just made a decision to not let it be a part of my life. I guess by not acknowledging it on some level, it did not exist. But let me tell you the more I try to ignore it the more I realize that it is alive and well in this great nation of ours. In fact the new generation of ignorance is scary in ways that the old generation were not.
How many times have I gotten up out of bed? How many times have I hopped into my car and just driven to where I needed to go? How many times have I taken a flight of stairs sometimes 2 at a time? How many times have I complained about hearing too much noise? Why am I asking these questions? You see I got really pissed off about a lot of dumb shit today. When you get as pissed as I was, you forget about all the things you have to be thankful for.
I have been absent for a while. Haven't really had a lot to say. It's funny that when you are going thru some shit you forget how to talk or write. Isn't this the time when you should write the most? Probably. This also seems to be the time when you feel most alone and you think that "it's just me." You think that everyone has their shit together except you.
My friend has made me think about the single most important person in my life. The one responsible for making me a responsible human being. A man. A damn good man. One who believes in taking care of his family. That's my mother. Lord knows I didn't learn that shit from my dad who avoided responsibility like the plague.
Ok Honey....Lady was a tramp last night. I won't tell you how much of a tramp but I will say I'm still not as bad as the rest of you whores. If I had known that getting your pole shined could feel so good...I might have tramped a lot sooner.
Lady doesn't have much to talk about these days. So more than anything I'm just logging on to say hey. But now that I'm on, what the fuck is going on in the US today? I kinda watched a little television at work today and I saw some crazy shit. Military copters crashing into TV towers, coroners mixing up dead people and notifying the wrong families, bikini killers and Bush's dumb ass still in the White House. After seeing all that crap its no wonder I don't watch the news anymore. This would also begin to explain why such a large percentage of our population is on some kind of anti-depressant. Yes I went there.