Dear sweet momma

My friend has made me think about the single most important person in my life. The one responsible for making me a responsible human being. A man. A damn good man. One who believes in taking care of his family. That's my mother. Lord knows I didn't learn that shit from my dad who avoided responsibility like the plague.
My mother taught me that good relationships are something to be treasured and held close to the heart. My problem is that I've not let many people get that close because I hurt easily and I don't like being hurt. Understand this though, there is nothing more important to me than feeling loved. Being loved and having someone just for no reason at all say "I love you".
I have such a wide array of loved ones. I have black ones, white ones, males, females, gay, straight, confused and just plain fucked up. The key to maintaining these relationships is to love them all.
I have a friend out there that soooo many people talk bad about because he is just a fuck up. But you know what, I love the guy. I have grown so sick and tired of acting like I don't because it is not the accepted way to feel about this guy so no more. I love the guy. Couldn't tell you why but I do. Some speculate that we are more than friends. Truth is, they are right. There is a connection there. One that has been there since he was 18 years old when God but him in my life and forced me to care about him. So yes I care about him. Guess what...he loves me too. He is incapable of showing love the way most people do but I have no doubt whatsoever that he loves me. So in the words of another good friend of mine...PHUKK EM!! If they can't accept the fact that I love and care about a screw up..fuck 'em. I am a fuck up and God loves me so why would I not share that love with someone else.

Lady goes Tramp

Ok Honey....Lady was a tramp last night. I won't tell you how much of a tramp but I will say I'm still not as bad as the rest of you whores. If I had known that getting your pole shined could feel so good...I might have tramped a lot sooner.
I also know that I have to careful and not cross too many lines because I don't want fucking around to ever be too easy for me. My family history tells me that if I go too far, there is no coming back. For that reason I'm not going to be out very much.
Last night was killer. The fucking stripper was driving me insane and he knew it! He went out of his way to fuck with me every opportunity he got. It was kinda fun!!! In addition, one of your friend's friends was just too fucking adorable. Bad situation for a hoe to be in.

What's up

Lady doesn't have much to talk about these days. So more than anything I'm just logging on to say hey. But now that I'm on, what the fuck is going on in the US today? I kinda watched a little television at work today and I saw some crazy shit. Military copters crashing into TV towers, coroners mixing up dead people and notifying the wrong families, bikini killers and Bush's dumb ass still in the White House. After seeing all that crap its no wonder I don't watch the news anymore. This would also begin to explain why such a large percentage of our population is on some kind of anti-depressant. Yes I went there.

On the upside, Lady has begun looking for another job so if any of you whores still believe in chivalry, hook me up.