HEARTBREAK

All of this time I thought I knew what a heartbreak was. Lord knows I thought I'd been through it all. Either I haven't or there are a bunch of different kinds.
I spent time with one of my friends yesterday. Now keep in mind that I hardly ever use the word "friend". (refer to prior post) Anyway I thought that if guys could be married, this is the guy I'd be with. During the last 2 years we have kind of drifted apart for a variety of reason but mainly because of women. No problem. Happens in "straight" friendships all the time. At any rate, I am absolutely convinced that he was strung out on some kind of drug because of the way he was acting. I've seen enough people in my world go down that road and it always ends in disaster. Always. I let it go until today and something inside me told me that I had to call him. So I did. I asked all the questions that I was supposed to ask and you know what he denied it. Normally I would have been happy about the denial but the strange thing about friendship, if a friend lies to you...you know. My problem is that if he was in fact lying...this would be the second time he has lied to me.

Lady St. Claire is a very forgiving person. Almost to a fault. Lying is one of those things in fact the only thing that I have a problem forgiving. The first lie he told me is what started the drift in the first place. This second lie is probably going to kill our friendship. This all brings tears to my eyes everytime I think about it. My question to anyone who is reading is how do you move past something like this? Help a lady out!!